Monday, November 22, 2010

Day 68, November 20th, 2010

I need to go back to God/Elohim, I deserted him long ago and started following pagan gods of money, health, success and the likes. No, I never deserted him fully, never did, I have been very annoyed at him, I don’t find answers and he’s not responsible cause the questions were not well put. I want answers no one will ever get, why we die, why we suffer, why we get sick and poor and so forth, why the terrorists seem to be taken over


Why Jews and Israel have to suffer so much, why we were given the task to be the beamer to humanity and suffer so humiliation and deceit, why, why, why ?, I was full of myself and so full of shit, this is not something we will ever know the answer to unless we are prepared to get it and try hard to reach the level where we will get it.

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