Day 70, November 22nd, 2010

Who, in my generation can forget Nov. 22^nd ?? Who can’t forget where were we when we first heard the news ??, Kennedy, for me at 13-14 was like a dream come true. The messiah of our times, the fairy tale, the tale of wonders dreams and hope for a better world and for me personally, the father or role model I never had, the happy family I never had, the close family I never had, of course it took us years to learn that the story of fairy tales and beauty and perfection was not and been in a very little spoon, but then it was magic and faith and at 13 we need faith, magic and heroes, we need a hand to lead us to the place of wonders, solidarity, human love and well-being and love and peace and the paradise on earth, pity none of the above was completely true and it was only a starting point of so many disappointments in life in politics and in ourselves and life became dull again, grey and boring and bad, so so bad and unbearable, and the little boy waving good bye soldier manner to his father is the picture that stays on as a terrible omen of the years to come