Day 104, December 26th, 2010

Opening up has been always my problem number 1 and still is. I always try to put off what's important cause I can never really do it. I always get a lot of inspiration while I swimm on the swimming pool and when coming home I just keep silent and end up talking politics which also says a lot about myself indirectly but the question is trying ot avoid doing it directly, cause opening up feels sometimes shameful or the question of will I be loved then...........