Day 142 February 2nd, 2011

I have just realized a whole first month of the year has gone by forever..........................I can't remember when it had started and now it is gone forever. Maybe cause I spent part of the month of my birthday, my 62......filling out papers cause suddenly from being a disabled I turned out to be a pensioner which is more or less the equivalent of go home you are old and useless, so now I was left alone to decide which is worse, being considered a disable or an old lady, I guess I could have sticked to the previous one cause fianlly you get to like it, you get to like the perks, parking lots just for me and some others, not many cuase in today's society the old and the sick are on the left line, not that my disability showed cause it doesn't show that much, just a bit of limping and on some shoes a fixing up and of course when I go to the swimming pool I can show off mu scars but other than that, as of today, nothing much, the future ?? I refuse to think about but as of today I was having a good time till some laws and paper work told me that as of now I am a pensioner
I am on the old side of the road...............at least they have had the decency to make me choose one, I can't be an elderly disabled so I had to choose or rather they chose for me, I am an elderly woman......!!