Day 164 February 24th, 2011

Or is it just the smile of a baby, your grandchild the meaning of life ? If I could just find inner peace, whatever the meaning to it is. If I just stopped asking myself what has been the meaning of my life ?? Was is it good ? Had I achieved something good ?? What has been my purpose ?? I can't find it and maybe I can't be at peace with myself until I know if it has been worth it. A life for you and also a meaning to others, a growth for me and others but at this point in my life I am in the middle of a crossroad that leads no where and has no name no face no goal no purpose and it is killing me..........if I just could enjoy and smile..........