Very late in life I am discovering that everything is about attitude or at least a good part of life. There’s always the problems there’s always the needs likes and dislikes and there’s always trouble, if you take them more or less lightly and in good humor and spirit you could overcome them if not they become bigger and bigger and eat your guts out. This personal journey I took up in September and am in the middle of more or less right now is very painful, it is very hard to look at yourself in your own mirror and find out that there’s more than the looks you don’t like but your inner self included and foremost. I simply do not have the tools to be happy or try to, there’s always a melancholy inside a terrible scare about life about future and security and lately a very terrible middle age crisis that has no ending but getting worse by the day.
There’s this attitude of sadness, weakness, failure and I guess I will need to live with it cause as far as I can guess it simply won’t let me down………….I am the Dorian Grey of my own mirror and I simply do not like what I see but I guess I will try, once again for the sake of the family
Sanda's Place for Coffee and Voice A funny, sarcastic, humorous and sometimes not quite, journey inside and out...............only first posts, not any more...........decided to publish the good work of others
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