Day 204, April 5th, 2011

I am getting closer to the one year worth of finishing off a journey of insight and learning and frankly I am not sure I have learnt anything at all, older, sicker and each day less wiser, or maybe things as still so tough that I can't see clearly through the woods or maybe I need to really calm down and really try to ease everything after all life will still go on after I am gone, with or without me or my tzures, life goes on, memory is fragile and nobody cries for long