Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Day 93, December 15th, 2010

I want to give up this diary too and the only thing that keeps me going on is the more or less absolute determination to finish something up in my life. If I only knew who’s there listening and if this is some good or good enough. Maybe I am only just pouring words in the infinite and into the silence the way the rain poured so heavily 2 days ago it got on my nerves and bones……if I could know I have at least a bit of some talent in writing or maybe I just have nothing special to pour out, just a different story with different names out of the million stories out there yet more worthwhile telling, only if I knew I should go on or just give up…….

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