Day 127, January 18th, 2011

I decided today that the rest of my days leading to my turning 62 I will party. I just don't care, I will party and forget and forgive and get drunk and happy and alive, you need to get to the buttom to realize that you can't go further, drop further on go anywhere else, you just let go and party even if the world stands still, falls apart, stop turning around, I've had it, I've had it so tough and hard that things just can't go much worse, it's the limit and I have touched it so I am going along with the party, the flow the stream the earth the breath, I have tasted it all done it all endure it all, so let's party and move on and go on and stream on.................carpe diem, live the moment and die or live and go on and just wait, things can't go on so badly for good, they need to change and come back to normal, there's no other way out.