Day 38, October 21st, 2010

Today I had all my ducks with me, actually I have them quite often, looking at them I know I did something very good, actually I am very, very lucky......I think I had the best of times in the best of countries at the ripe moment. My Argentina, my Buenos Aires up to my early twenties, a paradise, such a wonderful, rich, interesting city, the cafes ! ah the Buenos Aires cafes!!!!!!!! and the never ending discussion about politics and life and everything, so updated about everything, our sacred sessions at the shrink, everybody went to the shrink, so In back then, there is no place on earth like her........I left at the right moment before the cruel repression and the dirty war, so Argentinean !!!!!!!!!!!!, where else ! so many fascist/nazis in the army and government !! and at one time she has been among the 10th most riches countries on earth, it only stand yet up cause she can't help herself being so rich, that's it, but I love her so much. Raising a family ? no place like Lima, I didn't even know where my kitchen was, my husband always said I needed a passport just to visit it, till today I do not know how to cook.......yes, very shallow, so shallow but so true !!, yes, I can see many faces turning blue in disgust but I can only say I felt the same way till I tried it, no modern diapers back then, all the washing and all the work done by others, saved by me. Life was so easy, so simple, so waisted too but at that moment it was a bliss, it felt good and I miss some thing so much but I am not raising children right now so I can also live without so much comfort. And now life in Israel, the right time the best time the best moment, the grown-up person, a developed country and a country which is mine.
P.S. Ah ! the ironed cloths and the car washed 6 days on a week !!, some days !! The days !